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Monday, February 07, 2005

Currently Playing
Led Zeppelin
By Led Zeppelin
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got this new xanga...i love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was like whoa wen i saw it!!!! <3

tell me what you guys think!!!!

aka twizz! lol cuz she is the only one who reads this....<3


Monday, January 17, 2005

really tired lately.........


Wednesday, January 12, 2005

worst day of my entire life....

 

ever...


Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Currently Playing
American Idiot
By Green Day
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
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New to xanga, but katie told me to do it. Yes Katie this is all for you ;) lol.

Ok well my day was ok, except my ex bugged me a bit. And of course his friends helped. Man I hate them....but it's ok, I'll live.

Last night I had the most depressing dream ever, I actually dreamed that me, Katie, Sue, and Christa were all together. And then out of nowhere, one by one they all died in a different way. And then I was left all alone...it really freaked me out. NEVER LEAVE ME GUYS! EVER!

My mom freaked at me today, and so did my dad. I don't think they ever really care about me. But that's ok again.....I'll live....like I always do...

 

Living forever, with nothing to live for.

Screaming on the inside, no one can hear me there.

Crying through baby blue eyes, seeing through my shattered heart 

Lost in my mind, with no one to blame but me.

Walking on thin ice, failing in everything I do.

Falling through the darkness, holding onto the past.